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"If it's to protect you, I would even become evil."
-Kagamine Len
Welcome to the the Kingdom of Yellow

Daughter of Evil,
Servant of Evil

Atashi!~
★Chang Wen Pin!~
★Nick: Pinny!~ or Akairi!~
★REMEMBER THIS DAY: 22 Feb!~
★A Pisces!~
★14 years old and still counting!~
★In Singapore!~
★CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School!~
★Was in 1Faith 09!~
★Is in 2Diligence 10
★Happily in Art Club!~
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Dai Suki!~
♥ANIME!
♥MANGA!
♥COSPLAY!
♥CLOTHES!
♥PASTA!
♥BUBBLE TEA!
♥LOLITA!
♥DECORA!
♥KODANA!
♥OSHARE KEI!
♥VISUAL KEI!
♥J-POP!
♥LM.C!

Dai Kirai!
-Bugs and creepy crawlies
-Physically demanding actiivities
-Cosf***(basically, people who any-oh-how cosplay)
-Ripoff artists!!! *goes around kicking them in the shin*
-People who calls anime "Cartoons" (I'll kick you in the shin if you say that)

iWish~
☆Do well in Sec 2
☆A wallet
☆A schoolbag
☆Knee-high Striped socks
☆Striped gloves
☆STRIPED EVERYTHING!!!
☆New hairstyle
☆The Mare Rings(for my Trinisette) and the Hell Rings
☆Tsuna's headphones
☆Vocaloid's Manget headphones!
☆MOAR WIGGEHS!!!!
☆COLOURED contacts! -red, green, orange, brown, blue, violet, every single colour.
☆Eeyeshadow palette with many colours
☆White eyeliner(crayon one)
☆A loli dress.... T^T
☆A DSLR for photoshoots
☆Fabrics with awesome prints
☆A sewing machine
☆An embroidery machine
☆Go to SOY10, Streetfest, Cosfest, AFA and EOY!
☆A trip to Japan!~

My Cosplays!
COMPLETED
♦Tsuna school uniform version from KHR -for 2 photoshoots, SOY'B'
IN PROGRESS:
♦Amulet Spade from Shugo Chara! (7% done)
♦Luka's Toeto from Vocaloid (20% done)
♦Megurine Luka Magnet Version from Vocaloid (10% done)
♦Hyper!Tsuna suit version from KHR (35% done)
♦Liechtenstien from Hetalia (7% done)
♦Sukichi(Original Character!) (20% done)
♦Kagura 3Z version from Gintama (0% done)
♦_______ from K-On! (0% done)


One thing good about egoists: they only talk about themselves.




Long Long Ago...

  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • January 2010
  • February 2010
  • March 2010
  • April 2010
  • May 2010



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    Denise
    Hui Xuan
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    Michelle
    Namiko
    Rebacca Kang
    Rebecca Lee
    Ruyi
    Sharlene
    Shi Hui
    Tina
    Vera
    Yui-chan


    Arigato Gozaimas!

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    Saturday, March 20, 2010


    FAILURE, WAS WHAT I TASTED.

    this will be a rather emotional post, so dont expect any gay-ness from me now. People told me that it was impossible to rush out a full costume in 4 days. I tried to challenge it, and they were right. it is impossible. i have not had this many meltfdowns in a short peroid of 3 days. Wednesday wasnt so bad. but making the tie was very time consuming and fruastrating. i managed to complete it though. personally, it was the best looking thing i ever sewn for this costume.

    Thursday
    morning was used for my beret. it ended up crappy and shitty. meltdown. i spent the whole day on the pleated skirt. the sewing machine kept jamming, the cloth was gathering at where i did not want it to. meltdown. even hours and hours of trying, i just couldnt get it to look right. in the night, i realiaed that i had not cute enough cloth to make more fols to make the skirt look better. Another meltdown.

    Friday
    i tried to redo my entire pleated skirt. i took me till evening to get it done. at the end, it still looks horrible. meltdown. after dinner i went to buy a pair of black shoes as the boot covers i made looked horrible when worn. in the night, i did 3 three thing at once. to sew my vest, make my headphones and paint my shoe purple.
    4 a.m.:
    As i sat in the living living room using the sewing machine, i think about wherther i should continue, or to just give up. To continue or not to continue, i was stuck. on the verge of getting suicidal i decided to stop. and so i stopped everything. i couldnt take it anymore.

    Now, i'm cleaning up the aftermath of the 4 previous days which i have attempted to rush out the costume. Sick, tired and depressed, i cant help but to cry while cleaning up. My heart aches as i look at the half-complete items that were stewn all over the floor. in a matter of minutes, the cloth on my lap has been drenched wet. i threw scraps in the bin, whispering "sorry". i have never felt so much regret. Inside, i feel so empty.

    I should be participating in the cosplay competition right now in cathay, but here i am at home. and i was so excited for today last week. I'm sorry, guilty and regretful.

    This road is so difficult. my ego is certainly damaged in the midst of this wreckage. i have to thank my family and yui for their supoort. I'm sorry, but i've let you down. My lesson was learnt and my march holidays were a toture. remembering the untouched homework i have, i feel like i'm the world's worst person. and i suppose it is true. this experience has been horrible, and i wish not to go though this again.

    Failure, has never tasted so bitter.

    - ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;