悪ノ娘 | 悪ノ召使

Friday, March 26, 2010

okay, so i'll rush out everything that i have on my mind before 12am cause i wanna sleep. *gets thrown with a vending machine* First of all, i'm not that depressed anymore. THANKS YUI-CHAN AND RONG SHAN!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *glomps*x100000000000000.....0000000 xD Well, i guess i could learn from this bad experience...... Oh yea, tmrrw, i'll be going to the World Cosplay Summit Selection Rounds held at West Coast Plaza. not gonna cos though, too busy at the moment and no costume(hahaha?? OAO) Instead, i'm going as a lolita-inspired outift. hope i dont get mistaken for a fail lolita or a fashion disaster. *prays hard* okay i'ma sleep now, enjoy the video and picture below!:

MAGNET by Megurine Luka and Hatsune Miku

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Saturday, March 20, 2010

FAILURE, WAS WHAT I TASTED.

this will be a rather emotional post, so dont expect any gay-ness from me now. People told me that it was impossible to rush out a full costume in 4 days. I tried to challenge it, and they were right. it is impossible. i have not had this many meltfdowns in a short peroid of 3 days. Wednesday wasnt so bad. but making the tie was very time consuming and fruastrating. i managed to complete it though. personally, it was the best looking thing i ever sewn for this costume.

Thursday
morning was used for my beret. it ended up crappy and shitty. meltdown. i spent the whole day on the pleated skirt. the sewing machine kept jamming, the cloth was gathering at where i did not want it to. meltdown. even hours and hours of trying, i just couldnt get it to look right. in the night, i realiaed that i had not cute enough cloth to make more fols to make the skirt look better. Another meltdown.

Friday
i tried to redo my entire pleated skirt. i took me till evening to get it done. at the end, it still looks horrible. meltdown. after dinner i went to buy a pair of black shoes as the boot covers i made looked horrible when worn. in the night, i did 3 three thing at once. to sew my vest, make my headphones and paint my shoe purple.
4 a.m.:
As i sat in the living living room using the sewing machine, i think about wherther i should continue, or to just give up. To continue or not to continue, i was stuck. on the verge of getting suicidal i decided to stop. and so i stopped everything. i couldnt take it anymore.

Now, i'm cleaning up the aftermath of the 4 previous days which i have attempted to rush out the costume. Sick, tired and depressed, i cant help but to cry while cleaning up. My heart aches as i look at the half-complete items that were stewn all over the floor. in a matter of minutes, the cloth on my lap has been drenched wet. i threw scraps in the bin, whispering "sorry". i have never felt so much regret. Inside, i feel so empty.

I should be participating in the cosplay competition right now in cathay, but here i am at home. and i was so excited for today last week. I'm sorry, guilty and regretful.

This road is so difficult. my ego is certainly damaged in the midst of this wreckage. i have to thank my family and yui for their supoort. I'm sorry, but i've let you down. My lesson was learnt and my march holidays were a toture. remembering the untouched homework i have, i feel like i'm the world's worst person. and i suppose it is true. this experience has been horrible, and i wish not to go though this again.

Failure, has never tasted so bitter.

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

CENDRILLON by Hatsune Miku & Kaito

Arietta the Wild from Tales Of the Abyss

After much heated debate, i managed to get permission to join the cosplay competition. xD but now........ i have another worry: Will i manage to complete my costume in time??!!!! OAO seriously. i have like 95% more to go, and there's only 2 more days!!!!!!! *runs around screaming* wait, then why am i still here?... O.O okay so yea i'll get to the point. so far, i've only managed to complete the tie(lolwut). i still have the collar shirt, vest, skirt, shoes, beret, socks and headphones to complete... oh yea, i have to cut my wig..... so many things to do.... so little time.... and to make matters worse, i found out that my house does not have anymore purple thread anymore. DDDDD8 and purple is one of the 3 main colours i need. TAT looks like i will have to take 30mins to go out and buy..... I AIM TO COMPLETE MY BERET AND SHOES TODAY!!! oh gosh, i'm really in such a rush... what's more... i havent even started on my holiday homework yet..... OTL

I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED LUCK TO FINISH THEM ALL IN TIME!!! OAO So yea, WISH ME LUCK. PLEASE. WITH A KAITO ON TOP.

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;

Sunday, March 14, 2010

First post of March???? xD

MAGNET by Kagamine Rin and Len

(NOW NOSEBLEED AND DROOL ALL YOU LOLICONS!!!! xDDDDD)

i shall have a new posting format starting from this post! =D First, i shall put the title on the top, followed by a video and then a picture(can be non-cosplay or cosplay). This is to prevent boredom before reading my posts.(lolwut) xD i should be happy that i didnt wait till another month to post something again. so.. TERM 1 HAS ENDED YEA! \(^o^)/ but then we have so much hw to comeplete. =3= i havent gotten my PPR yet but i know that it aint gonna be funny when i see it. OAO i guess i'll try harder to study and not be such a lazy ass sitting around eating Pocky..... T^T but hey, breadsticks dipped in chocolate/strawberry/milk is so irresisitable..... =w= crap i'm hungry now. OAO
Before i rush off to tuition, i'll try to type as fast as i can. First off, i'm so disappointed about my wigs not arriving in time.... T^T it's supposed to arrive on 13th march, but then it got delayed till 20th-21st march. oh well, i should have expected this kind of stuff to happen, since i've heard so many cases in which shipment being late..... =.= there goes my Toeto cosplay for the 20th March event..... =3= however, i shall make some changes to my plans: i shall be cos-ing ___________ on 20th March!!! xDDDD have fun trying to guess who he/she is. =P oh yea, i wanna join the competition too.... but also, i have to ask permission from my mom to cos. >.<>and also a HJJ too >=3
Tomorrow's is MONDAY!~~~~ =DDDDDD *is very excited* I'll TRY to remember to post about why i'm so happy tmrrw. (NO GUARANTEES) TAT

Wish me luck, i'll ask my mom for permission to cos tonight!(lolwut.) xD

- ♥Pinny the Fangirl!~ ;